It's time to start counting right now. I cannot pretend like a person who live down the earth and know nuthin. If it's really a time, I should go back where I belonged. Sounds easy, huh? But the real thing is just so much more complicated. It's harder than you think to turn around from the way you headed on last 10 months. When you know yourself again, it don't even have enough time to say goodbye to people here. Jeez! The time goes wickedly fast. I feel so desperate right now. Just imagining that I would never see them like I usually did before make me wanna cry. In other hands, I feel happy and very excited to go back home, too (Of couse! I do). So what should I do, then? Maybe I could just pretend to miss the plane and stay overhere for a little more. :) Hahaha I bet-my mom n' dad gonna kill me. I used to think living in the different country from ours is difficult. But obviously not now. Well, you just make it complicate by yourself. If you just open your mind and try to be a little more generous, you will know how simple life is. I know I'm still being silly sometime. I ain't real smart. I ain't real genius. But I am smart enough to figure out how valuable of my time and experience in America. I felt sorry for some people that said coming here is useless. Hell no! It's something. Something that it would be a big memory for you forever. Once, I came here, America, and I know I would never dissapoint what I've done. Past is history. Future is a mystery. Presence is a gift. So use all your gift wisely and live your dream.
I miss you so much Vira !! I was thinking about you on my birthday. I remebered you gave me the chocolate scent lip balm and you went to your friend's house to spend your Thanksgiving holiday !! Thank you !! I wondered how you have been doing, because I thought you must be in break. But you are saying your school already began... haha wonderful my first semester in the college is almost over. I failed one of my classes.. cuz it's ridiculously weird.... anyway.
I had same pressure before I was accepted by UTA. I was thinking, UTA sucks.. and still think it sucks. lol ... jk I thought about transfering , you remember? I still want to do that to better college, for example, UT at Austin.. lol..
Luv you girl.
I am going to Korea on December 10th 2009. I am gonna spend Christmas with my family. Awesome !! really. it's been so long time spending Christmas with them. So excited.
I am really looking forward to see you in NY. and imagining it many times. It is fantastic. So just keep moving forward for your future college. You can do it girl, cuz I am with you lol !!
I didn't want to watch NEW MOON, cuz ... Twilight did not satisfy me enough , but if you say it is that much good, I will watch anyhow.
I can still remeber the last Christmas, and everything everyone is doing alright, Laura and Lucas are going to leave soon ... The sad time is comming again. So I am going to go visit them this week. it's Thanksgiving break.
For my birthday, I had a wonderful day with my Church people. I am not going to Travis Avenue anymore but a Korean Church. They are so lovely. I had a surprise party and went to have dinner with them, play bowling, play games ... till 1 a.m.
I was sick before my b-day, but I am totally fine now haha so many things to tell you right ?
Bavooooooooooooooooo congratuation for your first runner up. we miss u. don't for get to tell your sweet mom that i miss her too. I 'm so busy 'cause Por 've been operation for appendix. the hospital was not good likee our country. first i plan to come back thai. but her symbol of infection can not wait .now she 's better. hope you enjoy with your life and keep walking to study hard for your dream. I 'll be on your side forever. trust me.haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa love p'noy
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